Monday, May 30, 2011
Sunday, May 29, 2011
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What’s the best thing to do? That’s simple:
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Bila pikir2 semula, zaman kanak2 mmg zaman yang paling best. Padanla hujan pon ada buat lagu pasal childhood.
"alangkah indahnya dunia apabila kita....(dah lupa lirik)"
Masa kecik2 dulu, aku nih degil. Mmg tak dgr cakap. N mmg jenis simpan dal semua. Tp, takdalah smpai buat aku jadik psycho. Tidak tidak. Semua yg aku simpan2 dalam tuh sebenarnya aku jadikkan sebagai pemangkin utk aku berjaya. Poyokan?
Tp mmg tak tipu. Aku mmg simpan dalam, pastuh aku mesti buat azam yg suatu hari nanti, orang yg buat aku rasa tak puas hati tuh, biar dia sendiri malu. Jahatkan?
Tp apa la kita nk expect dari budak2 kan? Diorang cuma nak everything to be in their own ways. Pernah sekali tuh aku ada kawan. Mmg close friends la. Mmg baik. Aku pon anggap dia kawan baik aku. Tp, ntah mcm mana ntah, bila dia dapat kawan baru, terus dh tak kawan dgn aku.
Sedih. Tp nak buat mcm mana. Aku ada je kawan lain. Tp bila someone yg ko anggap best fren, tetiba dh kawan biasa2 je dgn kau, mesti kecewa kan? So, start dari hari tuh, aku mmg dh tak percaya orang. Mmg susah la nk korek rahsia ape2 pasal aku. Aku nih bolehlah dikira sbg penyimpan rahsia agung. Hehe
Tp aku rasa, kejadian tuh byk membentuk aku spt hari ini. Aku lebih suka berdikari. Mmg tanak bergantung pada orang. Walaupun bebas, tp susah woo! Mental kena kuat. Hati kena tabah. Iman kena tinggi woo! Kalo la ada option, mmg aku tak pilih cara nih.
Ok, option mmg ada. Tp, kepercayaan aku nih susah nk bagi. Ntahlah. Aku lagi suka keep things to myself. So takde la rasa insecure ke apa. Bab2 mcm nih, mmg aku jaga betul2.
Anyway, berbalik kepada tajuk utama kita ( haha panjang berjela lan intro. Dah mcm satu karangan !). 1st cita2 aku nak jadik cikgu. Aku tak ingat kenapa. Tp, aku nak sgt jadik cikgu. Mungkin sbb ku nmpak profession tuh suatu yg baik dan indah. Atau mungkin tuh je la yg aku tau masa kecik2 dulu. Tp, for the record, aku nak jadik cikgu!
Pastuh tukar pulak jadik lawyer. Alasan sbb aku hebat bercakap! Haha. Perasan mmg tak hengatt! Aku mmg suka kalo bab lawan2 mulut nih. Top in the list. Berpidato. Semua tuh aku buat masa sekolah dulu.
Then bil darjah 4, aku ubah nak jadik arkitek. Ada satu hari tuh, cikgu aku suruh kitorang semua lukis rumah. Dia bagi la gmbar rumah kat setiap orang. Aku dapat rumah minangkabau. Lukisan aku mmg cantik masa tuh. Org laen semua buat biasa2 je, tp aku siap kira dgn pembaris! Atap bumbung tuh pon aku lukis in details! Impressive kan? Tuh yg tetiba aku cakap nak jadik arkitek lah!
Smpai la ke sekolah menengah, n skarang kat uni. Aku pon dh dapat degree dalam architecture dah pon. Skarang, siap smbung buat master lagi. Orang bila tau nih, mesti terus ingat akhirnya akh berjaya dapat apa yg aku buat kan?
Hmm. Aku rasa tak. Masa form4 dulu, aku pernah dalam dilema nk pilih kelas business atau kelas sains. Masa form3 aku dh confirm nak masuk business. Tp masa f5, tetiba ego tinggi, aku pilih jugak sains. Smpai SPM, alhamdulillah semua ok. Tp one thing, aku mmg kena push diri aku smpai limit dalam subjek sains. Takde honeymoon.
Bila masa dapat scholarship dulu pon, aku ada 2 pilihan. Business n architecture. Business local, tp PNB. byk tuh duit dia bagi. Oversea architecture, JPA. Hmm sbb ego jugak, aku pilih buat architecture. Ok masa nih aku mmg dah suka gila2 kat business. Tp sbb gila glamour, harulah aku pilih oversea. Weyh, bukan senang nak naek kapal terbang! Lagi2 budak kampung. Rumah kayu, buruk pulak tuh. Mestilah nak oversea!
Tp aku kurang cerdik masa tuh. Aku tak studi dulu apa yg aku kena face nnt. Tuhla, masa buat folio kerjaya dulu tuh aku copy n paste je. Haihh.
Then bila dh kat uni, tuhdiaaaa! Baru aku tau mmg susah nak jadik arkitek weyh! Dulu prinsip aku, ko bg lah apa2, aku mmg boleh buat! Yea, aku mmg bolej buat tp adoiiii! Mcm nak mati tau tak?
N malam nih. Keinginan aku utk involve dgn business datang lagi. Semua nih sbb masa present tadi, tutor aku kata aku lg fokuskan from the economical factor, not architecture. Hmm. Betul jugak dia kata.
So skarang nih, yea, aku bole buat apa je. Plan aku nak abes kan master nih cepat2. Balik aku nak apply keje kat broadcasting company pastuh malam nk amek night class/ weekend class buat MBA.
As for now, work hard work hard work hard! Aku tak smart, so mmg kena work hard je la. Tuh yg sanggup pikul beg 10kg pegi uni pukul 12 tgh malam. Gigih? Terpaksa...
Friday, May 27, 2011
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Sunday, May 22, 2011
I always looking for ways to skip doing my laundry but then, it is always a failure. Why? Doing laundry is the necessity. Something that is a must and u definitely cannot get rid of it.
But then, if mom's here, everything is possible!
Anyway, back to the topic, what is necessity. It is something that u have to face, u have to go through or something that need your attention. The sad thing is, there is no way for u to run away from it. For example, food, accomodation, electricity and nowadays, internet!
We barely to live without them around. Yes, we are able to survive if they are not around but are things gonna be done efficiently? Are u gonna be able to cold yourself down if there's no fan during a hot day? Or will u be able to do your reaearch for your assigmnet if there is not internet?
Yes u still can do it BUT in the HARD way!
Looking back to where we are at the moment, a very competative world where people are fighting with each other by not having physical contact, we need to be efficient and fast in anything that we do.
Efficient. That'a the right word.
So that explains why am I here. Waiting 40mins for the dryer so that i could finish my laundry just within 2.5hrs! Rather than drying it outside for the whole day, and setting boundary for myself as i have to come back to pick them up at the end of the day. Worst scenario, when it is suddenly rain, they would only left wet outside if i am not be able to run and save them.
No. I'm not saying i dont dry my shirts outside. If i managed to start my day as early as 7am, why not? And if i'm just gonna be at home the whole day, why not? But not today. Ive to minimized the time spent for this so that more could be given for my assignments. (current mode: critical time for my research. This is the only turning point that i have)
So by considering the situation that i am facing at the moment, i would rather spend aud6.80, then get this laundry things away from my mind. I dont have to thing about it until next time. In a way, i am practising about giving more space for my brain to work on my assignment.
This concept is what i call by eliminating those small things for better concentration on bigger issues.
So people, always ve efficient with your time. Yes, some might said drying your laundry in a laundry shop is not a necessity. But relate back with u current situation. In my case it is a yes. Besides, its getting dark outside which means there is possibility of raining today.
And lastly, money is not everything but u need money for everything.
What a great day yesterday!
I beleived that was the most productive day for as for this month.
We had a surprised belated birthday celebration for a colluege at the restaurant. The best part was the food! We had cake, tiramisu, chocolate, chips, mee goreng singapore n FUN FUN FUN! It has been a while since the last time I had that.
And later at night, i went for series marathon - noraelena bofore start with my assigment. There were 8 ep, n i managed to finish 7 of them since i have wathed the 1st ep earlier. Peer pressure through twitter. All my friends were wathing it, so i dont want to be left alone for not watching it. Lol
Anyway, what am i gonna talk about as for today's reflection is I am blessed witj good friends around me. Alhamdulillah.
Good friends are really hard to get. They cannot be bought by money neither with any materials. They are not materialistic, becoming your friend, with the hope to get some of your wealth?
Anyway, yesterday was a good day. Hopefully, the same thing gonna happen today. Before i finish, here is the list of the yesterdays excitement;
2. Apple cake
3. Sambal belacan
4. Finished with my essay!
5. Good companies. Muah
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Thursday, May 19, 2011
I dh sacrifice untuk u ok
I tak tido
I kurang makan
I tak pergi squash
Semua untuk u tau sayang!
Tp nih ke yang u bagi semula kat i?
I sedih i sedih
I dah tatau dah mcm mana nak layan u lagi
U nih over!
U know what
Tiap2 malam i pikir pasal u je
Tiap2 siang pon i pikir pasal u jugak
U tgk mata i nih
Dh naek lebam dah!
Pls la sayang
Tolong la i kali nih
Datang kat i eh?
Malam nih pls
Pls pls pls
I dah tak larat dah
Orang kata penantian satu seksaan
Mmg skarang nih i dah terseksa
Jgn la seksa i lagi sayang
Ke u nak i pegi tido skarang
N tinggalkan u sorang?
Baru u tau!!!
Asyik i je kena pikir pasal u
Biar u pulak yg rasa
Tp tp tp
U mana ada hati perutkan?
U kan zalim
U kan jahat
U kan suka tgk i susah
Ok ok im sorry ok
I tak cakap buruk2 pasal u lagi
Datang kat i ok?
Ala bucuk bucuk
Come to papa meh
I tunggu tau ....
Haaaa jgn nak merepek!
Orang kata, kalo kita nak sesuatu dtg kat kita, kita kena panggil dia dgn gelaran yg baek. Pastuh kena layan dgn baek. So in this case, im calling my 'creative idea' to come to me and help me to solve my design concept. Jgn nk pikir bukan2! Nakal nih!
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Morning morning morning
My mom always told me
" if u wanna wake early in the morning, remind it to yourself before going to sleep. Then read your prayers. "
And it always work!
In addition to that,
I did a breathing exercise, and make sure the air circulation inside my room is working. This is to make sure that I will get enough fresh oxygen while I am asleep.
1. Open the window. Just enough for the oxygen to circulate inside.
It is too cold outside. Plus, I am afraid of theif. It is dangerous!
2. Turn on the fan! This is just to make sure that there is the existence of air movement.
Breathing exercise. Do very deep breathing exercise for few times. Make sure that u could feel the 'cold'* oxygen pass through your nose. Then imagine it goes to your brain and circulate into the whole body through your blood movement.
Dont forget to set your alarm just in case.
So whats the result?
1. I woke up at 6am.
2. I felt fresh eventhough I slept at 2.30am.
3. I dont have heavy dream. (dreaming shows that your brain is working. Thus, if u r dreaming something 'heavy', it makes your brain tired hence leading to a very tiring day when u wake up later)
Lets work towards a better n healthy lifestyle!
This internet thingy really has turned me off. I need something to recharge back all my creative energy.
Here I am. With new thing to ponder.
The Blind Spot!
We all have our own spot. We dont realize it. Thats why, we need someone to guide us, to help and tell us, about things that we dont manage to see.
Either a total blind or half clear.
In both circumstances, if we keep going without proper direction, we would end up somewhere far away from where we suppose to land. Scary it is.
But thats life. And since we are all human being and 'protecting our ego' is always 1st in the list, it is somehow has become part of our life. That is why, it is not something 'unfamiliar' for us. It is what we do, it is our life!
So, I know it is hard to tame our ego but that is not something impossible to be done. Take your time. Human needs time to change.
Is there any quick way to get away from this type of life?
Yeah. Teach yourself to say good things of others and dont always jump to the conclusion. Forgiveness is always the best policy.
Aku: Hey Jimmy, so when u r doing ur work, u really concentrate on it?
Jimmy: Yea coz if not, it is not really efficient. It would take longer time to finish.
Aku: (terdiam kejap! Sebijik kena batang hidung) hmm yea. (serious shit aku tatau nk cakap apa) anyway, ive got to go.
Jimmy: o really? Ok then.
Aku: yea, see u tomorrow nite. R u gonna come here tomorrow nite?
Jimmy: yea yea. I need to finish my site model.
Aku: i see u tomorrow then.
That is my normal problem. Im not gonna do it tomorrow.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
It feels different tonight.
Enough rest + just-enough-food + milk coffee
It gives more energy and the ability to concentrate
Plus no internet connection to my laptop.
Which turns out to be very benificial!
Amazing how thing you dont like, is the best thing for you.
Allah knows the best.
Mak: Bang, ni ha Napi nak cakap
Ayah: Kirim salam je...
Mak: Dia nak tanya baju nak size apa la
Aku: Ok nnt abg carik.
Mak: Bang, nnt balik belikan mak handbag.
Aku: berkata dalam hati ( wahhh mak! )
Mak: Belikan bag yg tiga aud10. Yang kecik2 tuh. Bag yg mak beli dulu tuh dah koyak. Sayang. Kak Lang dgn nenek punya cantik lagi.
Aku: berkata dalam hati lagi ( huh? Bag 'australia' tuh ke?) Alaa mak takpe. Nanti abg carikkan Nine West. ( ye la, ayah Polo, mak Nine West lah)
Mak: Ala tak payah. Mak nak bag tuh je. Beli byk2 pon takpe. Nanti bole buat tukar2. Kali nih mak nak simpan semua.
Aku: ( mmg tatau nak cakap apa. Aku diam je terpinga2) Ok la mak. Nanti abg carikkan.
Mak dgn ayah are so sweet :)
Dalam menyambut datangnya agama Islam, beliau menyumbangkan wang tunai 40, 000 dirham kerana memperjuangkan agama Allah dengan penuh rasa ikhlas dan kerelaan. Bantuan kewangan Abu Bakar itu dicurahkan dengan berbagai cara. Yang pertama adalah untuk membeli hamba abdi sahaya yang telahg memeluk Islam dan selalu diseksa oleh tuannya. Jumlah abdi yang telah dibeli oleh beliau adalah tujuh orang. Antaranya ialah Bilal bin Rabbah dan Amir bin Fahirah.
Monday, May 16, 2011
When i was a child, my dad always told me that money is very precious. It is something hard to get but if we work harder, we'll get more of them. Very inspiring.
So, since I dont have money and i want them for my junk food, i always followed my dad wherever he went with the hope, he could give me money. It worked, but not all the time.
One thing about him, my dad could see monetary values on anything. He collected old boxes, aluminium cans, newspapers, plastic bottles, broken glass, etc. and sell them for money. Eventhough for some people it is not worth since the price for each kg is very cheap, he dont care about it.
To him, who would give u money? Other people? Or those rubbish? I know, no one gonna give us money just like that. But we could actually gain money from all those rubbish. Very impressive.
Since i had been trained with that kind of mentality since i was a kid, it grows bigger as i am older. I always work to gain more money everyday. I dont care what am i doing, as long as it is halal and i am able to do it, i'll definitely go for it.
" whos gonna give u money if not yourself?"
At that particular time, money is very superior. I had to planned everything since that precious was not something easy to get.
However, things started to change during my trip to Indonesia (Jakarta, Bandung) early of this year. I saw many unlucky people as compared to myself. All they do were for money. Everything is money for them.
Until one day, when I looked outside from the balcony of my hotel, I saw a very old house just next to the hotel. There were a family living in them. The condition was like old those 'setinggan' house in Malaysia evenghough it is in the middle of Jakarta metropolitan.
I asked my friend, why didnt the people inside the house looking at us and admiring us at the same time? Dont they be jealous of seeing us living in such a great hotel? If i were them, i would stare at anyone coming to this hotel, and would make sure i would get the same treatment in the future.
But then, when i started to think back about it, it triggered something. After all, it is not just money that we are chasing for. It is more than that. It is love!
LOVE? How does it relevant to myself?
I'll talk more about it in the next post. Stay tune.
Sunday, May 15, 2011
This is what i do while take 5. My originak plan was to go for squash but after having a 2nd thought, it is better to forget it for a while, n concentrate with my assgmnts. However, thats not always the case! Lol
Since i was too bored reading all the research materials, i came out with the idea of continuing to explore on which is the best hair style to suit myself.
So what i did today was to not using my hair spray. I blow dry my hair, and leaved it just like that. I want it to look more natural rather than very stiff due to the usage of chemicals. After all, chemicals would only damaging your hair! Not good not good.
Anyway, why do I suddenly becoming a very self-concious-metrosexual guy? Changing in orientation-interest? LOL.
I think its basically because ive got nothing more interesting to do. My current life is boring. Uni, work, squash, uni, work. No life. So, in order to make it meaningful, i would rather exploring something different to let go all the stress and at the same time, self-beneficial!
Yea. When i finish study, i would get myself involve with the professional arena. It is very competitive and in order to win, u have to be the best. As for my preparation, i should start with my self-grooming so those professional out there would have their trust on me. In a way, it is one of the attractions thats gonna make them remember me more during the interview. I am very sure that everyone gonna have the degrees and al the academic qualifications, but what makes them different from the rest?
Since i would love to join the 'creative arena', self-grooming is very important. That is one of the things that helping u to boost up the self-confident and an attraction for others to choose you. Hey you are selling idea and yourself mirroing what you selling.
Apart from that, i think by making yourself feeling good, you would have a bright day. So what else to wait?
Dress up people!
Remember the tom yam i told u guys before?
The ayam masak merah which i just had as my lunch?
They both really good food! N definitely explains by the photo.
This is what i call 'be friend with a good cook'! Hehe
Thanks fatin :)
Confirm senang hati sapa jadik laki ko nnt!
Who said u cant enjoy urself while leaving far far away from your mother?
These are what I do:
1. Work at malaysian restaurant/ cafe
2. Be in a group who loves food
3. Make friends with good cooks
4. Be nice with them all. ( as in help them and make them feels good when u are around. After all u r aftering their food! LOL)
5. Learn to cook! ( its really a tidous job. But luckily we have internet. Google the recipe, n follow the instructions. But theres another way which is more efficient....)
6. BRAHIMs! Yeah. 10mins and u could have your ayam masak lemak cili api!
Im blessed. Alhamdulillah
P/s: the lunch was mee goreng indomie with ayam masak merah (cooked with love LOL!)
I was quiet pissed with my bew hair cut. I want my personal hairdresser in Johor! He just knew any style that suits myself.
Anyway, friday n saturday were the days im experimenting my new hair cut. Before this I did not care much with my hair style. Im a very simple person. No gel no comb. Taraaa there were me joining other kids.
Anyway, the reason i put up the image above just to show my own experiments on my hair. The one on the right was done on last Friday and the one om the middle was yesterday. All of them were just for fun.
I would try different one everyday until I find the one that suits me the best.
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Love it. Love it to the max!
It is Autumn time in here. Or orang melayu kata musim luruh. Daun semua nak gugur. Tp sebelum tu, color dia jadik merah, kuning, oren, coklat etc.
Best masa musim nih. Semua cantik.
Tp this year the weather is getting weird. It feels like winter! The temp went down to 9degrees one of the days! Thats winter.
Anyway, whats the problem of having Autumn which behaving like Winter? After all they both are my favourite :)
Natural beauty! Subhanallah
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Found it after finishing my weekly design meeting with Tim Greer. Had the discussion at his office Tonkin Zulaikha Greer (TZG), Surry Hills.
Was a very productive discussion. N Tim is definitely a good tutor. I clearly see my mistake.
"CLEAR ARCHITECTURAL CONCEPT"
My frequent problem in design is always by having non-architectural concept. It is hard to run away from it.
"Think about many concepts.Then ask yourself whether it is architectural or not. Of yes, u may proceed, if not, dump it. Get a new one! "
Very provocative statement that helps clearing up most of my problems.
Anyway, whats up with the surry hills mosque?
Went there for my maghrib prayers. I just knew about its existence last monday while gogle-ing the nearest place from TZG office for friday prayers. The discussion starts at 1pm. And same goes to the friday prayers. Somehow, there's a clash there so i should come out with immediate solution so wont miss out any of them.
I asked Tim is it possible for me to come at 2pm starting next week due to friday prayers. He said ok. Thats cool!
So people, if you want something, just ask. Dont keep your words coz no one gonna hear it. Let it out. The worst could happen is just a 'No'.
And yes, we live in a democratic world which is protecting human-equality among us. Dont be afraid!
Thursday, May 12, 2011
Ive presentation tomorrow n this thing happen while im in the middle of compiling all my researches?
Ive few options:
1. Go to uni str8 away. Make sure to prepare the coffee + thick winter jacket. Red centre is definitely not the best place to comfort myself during winter!
2. Finish up everything that I could do at the moment. The layouts and all. Then quickly go to uni after subuh which is at 5am. Hmmm. The journey from my hse to uni must be awesome eventhough it is just 15mins away.
3. Turn my phone hot spot ON! Yea this seems solving my problem. But only gonna do it after I finish all the layouts. And it is strictly for research purposes. If not, im definitely gonna go broke by tomorrow morning.
4. Well well well. Just skip the class. After all, the dateline is next week. This week is just to show the individual progress. Hmm hmmm ( keluar tanduk dah! )
Owh, i better start working. Which means the last option could be eliminated.
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
" eh ina aku beli jam guess aud30 je. Dalam rm90. Murah"
" ni haa "
Emak tiba2 bersuara,
" laa macam nih rupanya jam gas. Puas mak pikir macam mana kau nak letak tong gas kat jam. Ingatkan jam nih guna gas utk hidup "
Its funny. I know.
Tapi, tu la mak aku.
Mungkin dia tak belajar tinggi.
Mungkin dia duduk rumah je.
Mungkin dia tak tau jam guess tuh apa.
Aku tetap kagum dgn dia
Pernah suatu masa tuh aku tgh sedih
Tgh tak tau nk carik arah
Otak keliru, buntu
Aku call dia
" dah jangan sedih, nih semua setan nih. Pegi baca Quran!"
Aku bersyukur sbb kau telah kurniakan aku
Seorang ibu seperti ibuku
Walaupun duniawi baginya tiada erti
Dia ada kelebihan yang di lua jangkauan minda ku
SubhanaAllah. Mmg ada sebab mengapa wanita sahaja mampu menjadi ibu.
Ps: looking at those children, having fun enjoying their childhood, it reminded me of my mom. Love.
The leaves provide food
The tree grows taller for the sun
The sun is helping the leaves for its photosinthesis
We will never walk alone
What we need to do is just ask
U do good thing, people will like u
If u give them shit, u DIE!
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" hey, x behaviour doesnt show that x is a person who keep the prayers."
" look at y, y never prays but y behaves like y is a person who never leave the prayers."
A non-muslim friend suddenly burst it out to me.
I smile. I dont know how should respond to that particular question. I know that friend of mine was just expressing about her personal opinion but to me, that incident had brought impact on how should i see things.
" dont judge the book by its cover?"
Not in this case i guess. Once u have carried the title as a muslim, u should behave like one. But thats not alwaya the case. U might be someone who dont leave your 5 prayers but u too still doing those non-muslim doings. Hard to explain.
I am nobody to talk about religion. But as far that i am concern, religion is always becomes my main principle. Through religion, it built up my personality. And i'll definitely gonna carry my title as a muslim as best as i could do.
Define your "best"?
By being a good muslim and doing good to others. No excuse when its involving about my religion. Thats my priority.
Anyway, back to the main issue, in this case, it has nothing to do with the religion. It is the person personality on how they carry themselves.
It is not something unfamiliar.
Sydney people clean up their mess after finishing their meal at any fast food restaurant. They throw the rubbish into the bin.
Malaysian just left everything on the table. They said they have paid the service charge.
P/s: ya Allah Engkau kuatkan lah imanku. Jauhkan aku drp perbuatan keji dan mungkar. Engkau berikanlah aku kekutan dalam mengharungi setiap dugaan yang Engkau berikan.
It started with just the desire to try a new thing. Then from there, the interest was being developed. It was then Continued as a hobby and now, it is the passion.
I do thing that is my passion very well.
Before going to sleep, think of all the positive values that you have. Your skills and any other extra elements that makes you special and benefit you at most.
Sleep with proper breathing style.
Wake up by telling the world that you are the best by imagining all those postive values of yourself that you have in mind.
You will end up as a successful person.
Ps: ive lots of positive aura to be shared.
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Just to make myself stay awake while doing my work, i have to move myself from my room sweet room to the kitchen! Yeah. It might be weird to have all your study materials on the kitchen table but, this is what i call sacrifice!
"in order to gain success, we need to sacrifice"
And knowing Sydney's current wheather, i was not be able to start with my report. It was very cold. I could not even feel my fingers!
So, just to save myself from not doing anything due to the unability to concentrate because of the cold weather, i take my heater and put it in the kitchen.
Now i can see that myself is being creative.
1. Kitchen as study place
2. Heater could help me to concentrate
Something different? Yeah
Professional Practise had made me thinking
" why shouldnt I just keep this blog? After all, this is where everything is started? And yes, this is a way for me to keep practising my skills and my passion".
Thank u mr Graham Bell.
U gave new life on how am I gonna see my life.
Sunday, May 8, 2011
When i was about to go to work yesterday, my hsemate came to me and gave me tom yam. He yelled, " tom yam kung for u!"
When i heard about tom yom kung, it triggered my memory back in bangkok. My foster mom had made for me the best tom yum kung i have ever tasted. I asked what is tom yum kung means. She told me kung means prawn. So tom yum kung = tom yum prawns!
Having imagining that in mind, i keep the tom yum inside the fridge and went to work. Yup, i'm gonna have it tomorrow as my bfast.
After finishing with self-grooming and all in the morning, i went to get the tom yum in the fridge. Yes, i could only see those big prawns in my mind! Im so eager to have them all as my bfast.
Unfortunately, that was not like what i had expected. It was just a normal tom yum or easy to say, a vege tom yum? I was sooo emo and throw it away in the dustbin! It ruined my morning!
I didnt even have tasted it before throw it away! I want tom yum kung, the one with lots of big prawns in it! But then, i only got vege tom yum? Arghhhhh. That really pissed me off!
But then after clearing up everything, i look back in the dustbin. Damn! I seriously had made a mistake! Iwas not suppose to throw them just like that. It was given by someone that is close to me. And what i did was just throw it away, without even tasted it just because it was not something i expected earlier? I was so UNGRATEFUL! God must be very very very angry with me. And if that friend of mine who specially made the tom yum know about this, that person definitely gonna be agry with me too! It felt like the effort was just being wasted like that!
Anyway, somehing that i learn today, if u are not at your best state of mind, please dont jump to the conclusion. Have a second thought. And always try to be as rational as possible before making any decision. Because once u have decided of what to do, and made it known to the others, there would be two possible outcomes, whether people like it or they dont. Thats it.
P/s: i know people would think im such an ungrateful-stupid-think-he-knows-everything after reading this post. But that was not what actually happened! Hello, i eat everything no matter it taste good or not! N waking up in Sydney with the temperature was more or less like u were being placed in the fridge, i would definitely need more calories to keep me warm! N yes of coz, i ate everything until cleannnnnnn! Hey i am a sarcasm-monster, dont u remember?
Oh yes, u are forgiven :)
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
On the second thought, always bear in mind that if something is wrong with someone, it is prolly got something to do with what u have done. Especially when it is involving 2 parties, if the other party is having a drastically changes, behaving abnormally without any specific reason that u know, open your eyes and look at your surrounding. Is the person strangely acting only to u or doing the same to the others. The answer is simple, if the others are saying the same, that means that person is in BIG problems. However, if it is only u who had that strange feeling, u definitely GOT ISSUES!
Relax, Reflect and Resolve!