Sunday, August 29, 2010
Friday, August 27, 2010
marah tanda sayang,
benci tanda rindu.
it reminds me of my parents.
n brother and sisters.
i still couldn't figure out the second part of the phrase
"benci tanda rindu" ?
yes i agree with "marah tanda sayang". it means that when we are angry at someone, it might be due to his or her wrongdoings. n since we dont want that person to keep repeating the same mistake, we start be angry with the person.
that's crystal clear.
but how about the 2nd sentence?
why should we hate someone when the reality is, we are actually missing that person?
will you have the feeling of hating you sisters whenever u are missing them?
my answer gonna be NO.
anyways, that phrase was taken from "Syurgamu Ramadhan", EP9, slot Samarinda, TV3.
i went to the UNSW careers workshop on how to write good resume and cover letter.
and now, I'm more happy to finish up my resume rather working on my design final mid sem presentation next week.
not good not good not good.
but my resume?
very good very good very good!
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
i'm suppose to start writing on my 10% essay proposal + critical review of one key point from my bibliographies. but then, i was disturbed by a video on youtube, posted in the FB.
it was about, 'peng you'!
i believe it is a mandarin word and the video was actually a video clip of the song entitled 'peng you'. at first, when i started to listen to it, i was about to laugh since it was a mandarin song and i'm zero at it. but then, when i watch the video carefully and started to understand to meaning of it through the video clip, it was definitely one of the touching songs i had listened to in my life.
"peng you is friend
friend is peng you
you are my peng you
i am your peng you"
-quoting from a peng you,
to a peng you
Sunday, August 22, 2010
I was busy thinking of representing all the architectural symbols into a graph but suddenly a phone call had successfully taken away my concentration for a while. Yes, I was still in bed, in my sleeping bag to be very very very exact!
I seriously didnt expect anything but this is definitely the sweetest gift ever! Thank you.
hati berbunga-bunga, (LOL)
Saturday, August 21, 2010
something happened at my restaurant between me and my work partner.
this was our conversation:
she: hey, hanafi kau nk tau tak apa 1st impression aku masa nmpak ko 1st time?
me: ape dia? (i was a lil bit worried since i am very self-concsious). nih yang masa kat m'sia hall kan?
she: a'ah. masa aku nmpak ko tuh aku terus ckp " HENSEMNYAAAAAAAA MAMAT NIHH!!! PADAN LA KAK NANI SUKA!
me: HAHAHHAHAHAH. so mknenya aku nih good looking kan? haha
Friday, August 20, 2010
not everyone is gifted
but each one of them has their own unique attribution
which is then making them slightly different
from anyone of us
in the end
we are all having our own distinct potential
for us to realize
and polish it by our own
so that it will act as a gift
making us someone who is gifted
Allah Maha Adil
*I have realized this long long time ago but only now I know how to put it into words.*
hari raya hari raya hari raya hari raya
aidilfitri adidilfitri aidilfitri aidilfitri
listening to lagu raya makes me thinking about my kampung
i still remember when raya is just aorund the corner
i'll definitely the most busiest person in the family
not the one that doing the masak2
but my existence is more towards the arangement and decorations of the house
i'll gather all my siblings
and divided the tasks for them to be done in certain time
lap tingkap, sapu sampah, susun buku, lap kipas
yeah, basically, doing the cleaning up
me myself will be the person in charge with the vacuum
and mopping the floor.
for the whole house.
rumah depan, rumah tengah, rumah bawah!
but then, eventhough all of these are done during last week of ramadhan
we were actually enjoying every little bits of the gotong royong
mak will be busy at the kitchen
getting ready with all the rempah ratus
ayah will be the one in charge with the ketupat
he makes the ketupat, and sometimes, if i'm free, i'm gonna be with him
trying to finish all the orders
my sisters will be helping my mom putting in the rice into the ketupat
and make them ready before sending them to those who had ordering them for hari raya
i miss those moment
really missing them
10 days before raya
i'll be busy looking for kayu pelita
went into the forest
and cut all potential trees to be used as kayu pelita
put them all onto my bike
then bring them back
before placing them all
around the house
about 40 of them
that was very lovely
gonna be busy with friends
playing meriam katak, meriam buluh, mercun, bunga api
and sometimes, we did also play 'police and thief'
with all the neighbours
who had already becoming part of my family
ill fill the pelita with minyak tanah
placing them in the kereta sorong
before putting them onto the kayu pelita
we are all running around the house
to put the fire on the pelita
and singing lagu 'selamat hari raya'
i miss my family
i miss celebrating raya in my kampung
i miss my adik2
i miss my kawan2
i miss my mom rendang basah
i miss making ketupat pasar with my dad
i miss vacuuming the whole house
i miss incharging the decoration of the house
i miss playing meriam
i miss searching for kayu pelita
and most of all
i miss seeing each and every faces of my sweethearts!
selamat hari raya
maaf zahir batin
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
my class finished at 6pm n straight away i rushed to square house for my Maghrib.
there were many people there, queuing up to get their Pakistani Meal for berbuka. I took my ablution, and went straight to the praying space until a Pakistani brother stop me and told me not to get inside since the room is being used for the Sisters' Berbuka's Space.
"But I wanna pray?" I told him
"Good question. Hmm probably you could just go to at the corner of the corridor there and find a spot for you to pray," he replied.
I know it was kinda weird but what else could he do. The place was flooded by other Muslims, waiting for their turn to get the food. I belived they have done with their Maghrib since the berbuka time was 4o minutes before i reached there.
After finding the best spot and done with my Maghrib, I went to join the rest of the crowds. But then, whenever I saw the queue was still long, being me, I would rather pay for my food rather than waiting for some time for the food. I went out, and stopped at Indonesian Restaurant for my meal.
While eating, I was configuring out of what should I do for the night. My plan was to start compiling all of my materials for one of my assigments and giving me the reason to skip the teraweh. YES, I did skip the teraweh by putting my assigment as the reason for me not to feel guilty.
I went home, switched on my laptop and clicked at the FB button.
And now the time is already 9pm. If I go to teraweh, this is the time when I am already at home. Taking that into consideration, NOW I AM DEFINITELY FEELING GUILTY!
The syaitan is not the one to be blamed since they are all chained in the hell, it is me! owh no.
To make things worst, I still havent taken my bath, and not even thinking of doing my assigment!
I promise this is not gonna happen next week!
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
masa kecik dulu
kalau ramadhan, sure dah start countdown bila nak raya
hari pertama puasa terus ingat raya tinggal lagi 29 hari
sehari puasa seringgit
masa sekolah rendah pulak
mulanya ramadhan, mulalah nak lawan siapa paling banyak hari puasa
tak puasa tak dapat duit raya
tak dapat la menang award duit raya paling banyak nanti
masa sekolah menengah
puasa tetap puasa
kali nih sahur dgn kawan2
buka pon dengan kawan2
sekolah asrama, kawanlah yang jadik keluarga
masa foundation pulak,
baru belajar mula dok rumah sendiri
so puasa pon dgn kawan2 serumah
depan rumah pasar ramadhan!
jalan 10min dapat lah makanan
ingat semua masa dekat2 dulu
hidup rasa macam sorang2
ada kawan, tp takda teman
semoga tetap iman