Monday, September 27, 2010

Why do you have to be like others?

Sorry bloggy. You have been neglected for quite sometimes. I've been busy with uni life. Blame the uni, if not because of him, I'm sure gonna be here with you all the time.

Anyway, here are two videos for you to enjoy. I fount both of them are having their own sense of attractiveness. Two different concept. Two different language. But they are brought together in the name of Music!

Monday, September 20, 2010

There are lot of shocking news lately.
I wonder when will my time comes.
Hopefully, I am fully equip to face it.

Friday, September 17, 2010

soon to be mine. 2-3 weeks to go!

my raya trip in melbourne was awesome!
great hospitality by faaris, kak erin and shikin. i'm very thankful for having them as part of my family here in aussie. seriously, i had a lot of fun! the drama, the drama and the drama!

the best part is, when i stepped back into my house in sydney, the feeling was different as i stepped out before leaving for melbourne. i believed the time i spent with the gifts from Allah in melbourne was actually the healing process that i had to go through and making me to be much stronger person when i'm back in sydney.

thank you.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

sometimes i just pity those who always try to be like others. this is not 'be like others' as in you work so hard to achieve something that others had achieved, but this is the case where you try to be 100% or probably 85% like others while the fact is, you know that the reality is far harder than what you expected. yes, the probability is there but if it is just 1%, better concentrating on something which you definitely could score!

i seriously pity them.

but thinking about it again and again, that particular person might not even came across of having it in mind. it might just me, looking down at others.

owh typical me !

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Monday, September 13, 2010

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Friday, September 10, 2010

4th raya awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy from family.

Salam Aidilfitri from Melbourne

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

i've my own twitter account! amazing ! LOL

Monday, September 6, 2010

i really think i have problem at the moment
i cant concentrate while doing my assgmnts
it was not life before,
where everything seemed very easy
and i could finished everything that i have planned

but not now.

raya mode?
i dont feel like it.
raya is nothing without my families

but i'm still lucky enough
my family in melbourne is waiting for me

with hope and love
my flight to melb is on wed!

the excitement?
yes? no?
yes for meeting those who always there and care for me
no for having tonnes of submission after the break
means that i have to make sure that everything is in the progress before wed.


selamat hari raya
maaf zahir batin

Sunday, September 5, 2010

someone told me that
"ignorance is bliss"

i wonder whether that person is right or not.

but lately,
i started to imply that phrase into part of my life
i think that person is right

less trouble
less burden
less care
less love

i know that is not the right thing to be done
but in my case
it is the best at the moment
i'll look for more ways
i promise
but as at this particular point
i know that i am right

after all
pretending is still the best thing that i am good at
right mr pretender?
u know you are lonely whenever those around you are not the one that loves you

sitting on my bed,
pretending that i'm doing my work.
my assignment.

my mind is not here
my heart too
same goes to my soul

i dont know
maybe me, maybe others
maybe it is not my nature
or it is probably
just me

i'm not sensitive
i'm not hot-tempered
but i am very particular
about what i want

i keep things to myself
but not when i am happy
i'll share it with others

i appreciate those who do the same to me
i can see
i can feel

examine the change,
things happened for a reason

Friday, September 3, 2010

stick to the plan

follow the target
set own dateline

plan ahead.