Thursday, April 29, 2010
hello
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Blessing
I felt lost. Something is bordering me that I could not explain of what it is. I know I could ind the answer but it has to be done in a proper way. The problem is, I'm not in the proper direction at the moment. I need to look back, turn back and walk back, looking bAck to the old me and find what did I do tha makes me felt blessed.
I just want to be blessed...
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Awesome!
Great companions are the secret of happy trip! Thanks guys.
Will do the update + photos and the things that I bought after I've upload the photos into my laptop. Hey hey hey! It was definitely interesting. !!!
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
a very tiny computer
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Money and Love
GOoD FATHER
Friday, March 12, 2010
start.....counting!

While I am writing this, I am in the state of 'aweness' of what had been told to me through the FB msg. How could a person who is just started working for about less than 6 months, could pay for the car's downpayment, more than quarter of the total price. And that particular car is not the one with the title 'made in Malaysia'!!! I am definitely very impress with what is done by that person.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Sambal

Can you imagine if you are eating Nasi Lemak without the sambal? It would be weird since sambal is already part of Nasi Lemak. Without sambal, there is nothing extra-ordinary between the Nasi Lemak and the normal steamed rice.
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
little did we know...

a person that once has turned me down from me achieving my dream had asked me a question,
Thursday, December 24, 2009
a problem shared is attention gained
However, one thing for sure, how lucky you are with your life, you still cannot run from having your own problem. It can be personal which you do not want to share with others or it is also can be something that you dont even bother if others knowing about it. As for me, I am not a person who loves to tell my every stories and make myself just like a 'living library'. No, I am not that type of human being. I leave everything to myself because I know I have the confident level as high as the mount Everest, that I will find my way back.
Talking based on my first experience, I am just another egoistic person who dreams to soar high but ended up got bitten by the eagle. Look at yourself, you just a butterfly. You can't fly high. Well, a person like me, by convicting a mistake, I learn my lesson.
At this point of me writing this, I am trying to change for a better. I create my own support group. I learn this from one motivational book that I read and I believed that it is really beneficial to me. This particular group is consisting those people who always having positive thoughts about me and keep pushing me, reminding about what to do and also, providing courage whenever I am feeling hopeless. They could do it in many ways, virtually or invisible. Both ways would work as long as they are purely from heart with the message of genuinely trying to pull up my spirit to fight for my rights! This is how I am still could escaping myself from doing something that is beyond my limit, going against my principle in life.
Besides, continuous prayers, asking for help from The Above is definitely another way to lift up the spirit. You could only do the planning but He is the one who determines everything. You might think you have done enough, but if He doesnt want to allow you, you are definitely could not make it. But remember, a reminder for myself too, as a Muslim, our prayer is our sword. Hold it tight, InsyaAllah you will succeed. By having said that, you need to beleive in what you are praying for. Believe that you will definitely get it. If it is not sooner, it might be later. Keep the prayers going.
Therefore, for those out there who are feeling lost or down, just remember that you are not alone. Create your own support group and keep the prayers going. Believe that you are going to make it and be prepared of what is going to be decided for you. At this moment, the choice it is not yours, but it definitely the best thing that can happen to you. Keep the spirit going and sooner or later, you will ace it. Never give up and remember, 'a problem shared is attention gained'. Keep that in mind, and start soaring!
Thursday, October 22, 2009
take 5!
and suddenly, an idea stroke my mind telling me about a wish list
and here i am writing down my wish list at the moment
1. MAS flight ticket SYD-KL for end of January next year. Yes! Cant wait to go back for the best birthday present for me. But, bile MAS nak sale nihhh???!!! A question for those reading this, should I buy the ticket now or wait until January because MAS always having their SALE on January right? hmmmm
2. Nikon D90 DSLR. The price is about AUD 2000 plus. phewww. Menanges tgk harga! But it is worth to own one considering myself as the architecture student. This is just a wish and I'm still have not come out with any final decision yet. But definitely, one day I am gonna own a DSLR. So summer nih kene part time byk2 lah! huhuhu
3. Watch. Eventhough I am not a person who is so into watch, but I am always dreaming of having a watch that is bronze in color (or probably silver) so that I would look like as a professional. hehehe. At the moment, I prefer to use my AUD15 Q&Q watch, leaving my leather GUESS back at my room. The only reason because it is silver, small and cute! haha
4. White glasses! hahaha I love to look striking and white specs will surely make me the centre of attention. It boost up my confident and always make others to realize about my existence without even talking to them. Will get it when I get back in Malaysia. murah!!! ;)
5. A new laptop. Still not deciding yet.
Owh no. The thinking process has made my five minutes turned into nearly 30 mins. Gonna stop now. wohhhhhhhhhhhhooooooo! Selamat Berjaya Hanafi Rahmat ;)
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Reminiscence
I got things to share and that explains why I'm here.
I just finished watching KAMI THE MOVIE. I like the movie but that doesnt mean I'm selling my pride by saying its the best. I just like it.
It's about our real life and the main issue is about FRIENDSHIP.
Being someone who easily get touched when it comes about FAMILY and FRIENDSHIP, thats the only reason for me to say I like this movie. I like the part when Abu remembering his brother. I like the scene when Ali felt guilty for his stupidity. I like it when Adi said to Sofie that everyone has their own secret and of course, the best actress in the movie, Liyana Jasmay of being Lynn who was being unbiased in doing her review of Ali's band to be published in the magazine. The story line is just awesome.
Apart from that, the scene that really touched me and ring a bell for me to make a short review about this movie is when Abu accidentally had been stalked by Boy, when he was actually trying to save Ali. That was superb! It brought back the memories, where my journey began and friendship was the one that hold me strong, to keep me pursuing my ambitions.
Yes, that was where the tears started running down, brought me to the far-est thing in my life, THE PAST. That was where I didnt feel lonely, there always support for me to do whatever I feel right and there were also those who didnt judge me but learn to get to know me without any hesitation and prejudice. I just love them all. They made me to be part of their family, as their brother and as someone that they didnt have to feel unsecure for sharing just everything about their life. I am missing those sweet moments.
I know that I am not a very good friend. I know that. However, just put it in your mind, once I have called you as my friend, it means to be forever. I'll never talk bad about my friends. I'll never backstab anyone of you. And I'll never ever and ever forgetting every single moments we shared together. Eventhough it is hard for me to keep in touch, that doesnt mean you guys not in my heart.
ONCE YOU ARE THERE, IT MEANT TO BE FOREVER.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Passion



My passion towards architecture is starting to build up. No more the 'architorture' but 'love architecture'. Alhamdulillah. Yup, past experience had taught me a lot! I'm still on my way of learning it. Far far far away from the finishing line. But the spirit is there. That is what I want it to be.
Thanks to my parents esp my mak, for non-stop comforting advice. She knows how to keep me cool all the time. It is weird, you dont have to tell her for her to know. Eventhough you are miles away, she still knows what lies behind your relief looks. She knows there is something wrong from the trace of your voice. Eventhough you are basically living together for only 12 years. Amazing!
and a special message for someone, thanks for believing in me. And for keeping the words safely. I'll do the same too ;)
p/s: can someone pls tell me the overall story of the Big Bang? Or maybe the overall idea, compact enough to make me understand how does the process works. Thanks ;)
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Helpless mind

Dunlop Hotmelt Pro Squash Racquet. The one I always checked at the shop whenever I go shopping. Its weight is 135g which is so light as compared to my previous one.
So why do I need a new racquet? It is simple. I play squash frequently, about 3-4 times a week. I am in the uni team and joining the competition. It is not something that I want but I guess it is more towards something that I need. Furthermore, my old racquet is already being used since I was in 1st year which means it is already 2 yrs old.
I still love my old racquet but I am thinking of having a new one which is less heavy than before. My old racquet is about 150g, (I guess) which kinda hard for me to swing whenever in the game. I have to use expensive string which is not durable enough for someone who play squash regularly, like me. I had it once and to tell the truth, I was impressed with its performance. It increased the force you put on the ball whenever the ball is being hit.
However, it did not last long. 3 months after that, the string broke, and I had to change a new one. Then it made me realized that I am not going to pay another AUD45 for the string. Yes I like the performance very much but being a student, it is a lot to pay such amount of money, FREQUENTLY! huhu. Then I just changed the string with the normal one, the one I had been using before. And since I was used to the performance of my previous string, I do not really favour with the latest performance of my racquet.
Therefore, if let say I am buying this racquet, I am thinking that I can play squash with the performance of my old racquet using that expensive string. Why? Since the racquet is much lighter, it is kinda easy for me to swing the racquet, resulting more force can be exerted onto the ball (wah Physics! haha). Thus, I am assuming that extra force from that expensive string is then being subtitute by the force resulting from the extra swing I can do whenever I am using this racquet. The best part is, I can just use the normal string but having the performance which is the same like when I use my old racquet with that expensive string.
And now it makes me think, how good the performance gonna be when that expensve string string is being put on this racquet? Must be really great!
The price? It cost only AUD149 with AUD10 for the delivery charge. I saw it at the racquet shop and the price is AUD300++. Good deal rite?

2. Clarinet (for those who is not familiar, it is the one in black)
At first, I was thinking of getting a guitar since my roomate just got his from ebay. Maybe if I got mine too, then it would be easier for me to learn how to play a guitar since my roomate is willing to teach. But I changed my mind when I saw an AUD2.95 clarinet book. I bought it, then after going through the book,it reminiscence my good old time during I was in my school's orchestra. I love music. And I love the feeling of being a musician. I am a person who appreciate music not because how it looks, but how it is being composed.
And it was last morning, I searched about the clarinet at ebay and to my surprised, it cost less than AUD200. That was awesome. If I am not mistaken, when I was in the orchestra, I asked my music teacher about the cost of a clarinet and she said it was about RM3000++. I was surprised since I thought it was only costing for about a few hundred riggit.
Therefore, considering both of the coincidence that happened to me; the clarinet note book and the price of the clarinet, should I get it or not?
p/s: OPS! by the time I end this post, my new racquet is on the way to my house. AUD159 gone. huhu. So, should I get the clarinet? hehe
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Random
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
OPS!

This is what happen when I choose to have a break from socializing at Facebook;
a conversation of Cik Tom and Cik Yam...
*before proceed, Cik Tom and Cik Yam are not the actual names. It is just their gossip's names! OPS*
Cik Tom at 12:02pm May 5
jom la layan kuiz...jgn bosan Yam...hikhik
Cik Tom at 12:03pm May 5
Yam, apsal diorg panggil ko Yam jurai?? ko nangis berjurai air mata ke
Cik Tom at 12:03pm May 5
smlm aku g beli sweet potato, wat kueh keria, ptg ni nk g bli lg ..nk buat karipap plak..hihi.. keje aku buat kueh je..
Cik Yam at 12:06pm May 5
ekekke..bkn sbb aku nangess berjurai air mata...sbbnyer..most of my accessories semuanya berjurai2..tu yg dpt nama tu tuh...
Cik Yam at 12:06pm May 5
wah2...suka hang wat kuih ek...kalo laa aku dok ngan ko...sah2 aku gemuk..sbb asik mkn sedap jerr..huhu
Cik Tom at 12:30pm May 5
hahaha.. tula psal.. aku ni ntah la.. gatal j emulut nk mkn itu ini.. cam org ngidam plak...ahaks
Cik Tom at 12:34pm May 5
oo yer ker.. hahaha.. tapi kan Yam sesuaila Yam jurai tu.. tagline la Yam ape lagik! si thepretender ni senyap palk dia arini.. kalau x bising je mamat tuh..
Cik Tom at 12:36pm May 5
smlm aku br lepas tgk oiam kat 8tv website.. ko tgk x?
baguskan tomok menang.. aku xla minta dia.. tp aku rasa he deserves to win. byk improvement la..esther tu sore mmg bgus tp susah nk market.. nnt jadi cam suki..hikhik.. jue nnt oiam season4 kita g audition jom.. hahaha..
Cik Tom at 12:37pm May 5
minat* correction
Cik Yam at 1:12pm May 5
ekekkee..haaa...aku tgk gak tapi yg final concert jer laaa...for me..oklaaa...he deserve that...esther tu dia cm tak berapa nilai commercialnyer....yelaa xsemestinya cantik jer..kalo tak berapa cantik tapi diri tu ada nilai commercial...sure leh jln pnyer...huhuh
pndai jer aku ngomen kan..
Cik Yam at 1:12pm May 5
huhuh...jom kita meruntuhkan pentas oiam 4..wakakaka...
Cik Tom at 2:01pm May 5
btul Yam... kita dua mmg ade nilai komersial.. hahaha.. ni kalau thepretender dgr mesti berasap.. dia mesti nk join la tu... pastu berangan nk jadi juara...
Cik Yam at 2:02pm May 5
wakakakka..btol2..tapi dia kan dh janji tamau active kt fb wat masa nehh..tu yg dia senyap jer lately nihh
Cik Tom at 2:07pm May 5
tula pasal.. smlm dia cal aku.. bz la katanya.. bz la sgt..
hahaha... xpe jue.. sementara si thepretender ber'cuti' dr fb mari kita yg havockan fb ni
Cik Yam at 2:10pm May 5
yeah!!! mari2..menhavoc kan sambil mengutuk thepretender...opss
Cik Tom at 2:16pm May 5
hahahah.. ni kalau thepretender tau ni .. kalau dh mati pun leh bangkit dr kubur... hahaha... amboi sorry laser plak..
p/s sory thepretender, aku x berniat nk mengambil takhta mulut laser berapi lagi berdarah ko
Cik Yam at 3:02pm May 5
berapi lagi berdarah ek..very2 true
After reading the whole conversation, I could say that, when I choose to not active in Facebook;
1. People tend to get bored since I'm their source of entertainment. OPS
2. They have no idea to talk about and that's why the topic chosen by them were so boring. OPS
3. They would feel that Facebook is suddenly changed its role from something lively to a place for unattractive people. OPS
4. Facebook is not FUN anymore. OPS
Damn, this OPS thingy is very annoying! Let me stop now so there would be no more OPS after this. OK? Chiow! OPS
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Jai Ho
Pussycat Dolls - ''Jai Ho'' winner music song
Original song: ai Ho by A R Rahman ft. Sukhvinder Singh, Tanvi Shah & Mahalaxmi Iyer
["Slumdog Millionaire" Movie Music Video]
Director's Cut: Giovanni Allam Taborda
Promo Use - All Rights Fox and Universal Music
LYRICS:
Jai Ho
The Pussycat Dolls
I got (I got) shivers (shivers),
When you touch that way,
I'll make you hot,
Get what you got,
I'll make you wanna say (Jai Ho)
I got (I got) fever (fever),
Running like a fire,
For you I will go all the way,
I wanna take you higher (Jai Ho)
I keep it steady uh-steady,
That's how I do it.
This beat is heavy, so heavy,
You gonna feel it.
You are the reason that I breathe,
You are the reason that I still believe,
You are my destiny,
Jai Oh! Oh-oh-oh-oh!
No there is nothing that can stop us,
Nothing can ever come between us,
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh)
Catch me, catch me, catch me, c'mon, catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, you can save me,
I need you now.
I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go.
Escape (escape) away (away),
I'll take you to a place,
This fantasy of you and me,
I'll never lose my chance. (Jai Ho)
Yeaahhhh
I can (I can) feel you (feel you),
Rushing through my veins,
There's an ocean in my heart,
I will never be the same. (Jai Ho)
Just keep it burnin', yeah baby,
Just keep it comin',
You're gonna find out baby,
I'm one in a million.
You are the reason that I breathe,
You are the reason that I still believe,
You are my destiny,
Jai Oh! Oh-oh-oh-oh!
No there is nothing that can stop us,
Nothing can ever come between us,
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh)
Catch me, catch me, catch me, c'mon, catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, you can save me,
I need you now.
I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go.
I need you,
Gonna make it,
I'm ready,
So take it!
You are the reason that I breathe,
You are the reason that I still believe,
You are my destiny,
Jai Oh! Oh-oh-oh-oh!
No there is nothing that can stop us,
Nothing can ever come between us,
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh)
Jai Ho!
Baila baila!
Jai Ho!
Monday, April 27, 2009
let's change the topic
Look here! Finally, i found 'asam pedas' in Sydney. My wish is granted. hehe
Eventhough it is AUD15 per serve, I'm willing to sacrifice that for my favourite food! Yumm Yumm. Self-reward! Yes it is! After so many months, living without asam pedas, the price that I paid can still be considered as CHEAP!
hehehe
Anyway, introducing to U guys,
.....before.....

