Special

It is all started by the word hello
It is simple, yet meaningful
Then it is followed by the word friend
Your world starts to become more cheerful

Knowing everything about you
Lending hands for you
No matter shine or rain
You feel secure on top of happiness

When you cry,
They are there with a box of tissue
When it is joy,
You guys are together

Shared sorrow is less sorrow
Shared joy is double joy
Shared everything?
EVERLASTING FRIENDSHIP

Owh hello. Being sentimental? That's me when something succeed to touch my heart by passing through the-infinity-thickness of my ego. It is not the NORMAL thing but the word ABNORMAL does not sounds right at the moment.

Being away from families plus millions of miles far from those used to be part of your life making you feel like hanging in between the earth and the sky without having anything to attached on. You are free to fly anywhere you like yet you dont actually feel the freedom, the excitement and even the liveliness of life. And that is what I call as 'loneliness'?

I dont actually feel lonely but I always try to make myself feeling lonely. Complicated? Architeture student is always like that. We want everything to be complicated to make it looks fascinating but it is actully full of lies and dramas! How I wish I could change everything by starting to be able to control myself. I'm complicated and congratulation to my mom for being the only one who knows me from head to toe.

Anyway, life must goes on. The stopping point is when the 'Izrael' pays his visit to you.





Back to my main intention of this post,

"You would feel the greatness of friendhip when you have found your real friends. Real friends do not have to be the copycat version of you. It builds up base on the mutual understanding and the principle of trust between you and them."

To all my real friends out there, you guys are the closest to my heart after my family. Wherever you guys are, near or far far away, you guys should know that, everything that we have been through together are always the sweetest things in my life. Every moments are being missed, treasured and locked into my memory. And I'm very sure you guys know who you guys are because real friends would feel the same as me after reading this special entry. Miss you guys a lot!

something to ponder

"Atuk dulu tak pernah pon ucap kata cinta pada nenek.
Tapi, masa mula2 atuk nampak nenek,
atuk dah tau yang dialah orang yang paling sesuai untuk atuk."

- 'Selamat Pagi Cinta'-

it may sounds unromantic but I really have to agree with him.
Therefore, U guys can just imagine me as the 'atuk', telling story to my grandchildren :P
hehehe

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What should U do when U get annoyed by people around?

1. Ignore coz that's the best medicine
2. Don't bother to know about them
3. Do your own thing your own way
4. Act normal
5. BURST OUT! - this is the only thing which I still haven't done yet. My temper is still under control I guess. BUT we'll see what's gonna happen in the future.

Enough of intro, lets move to the main body of this post.


IT'S EASTER HOLIDAYS people!!!
Uni life gonna stop for a week and that means ENJOY!!!
Am I rite? NO, I'M WRONG!!! Why?

1. I've to finish a-15m-sectional drawing due the week after holidays
2. I've to finish a-2500-essay for my 'Managing Stress & Anxiety' which is due the week after holidays.
3. I've to do a report for my 'Environment' which is due after holidays too.
4. I've to do research for my 'Marketing Presentation' as well as a report regarding the topic.
5. the hardest part, DESIGN DESIGN DESIGN!

So, in conclusion, my holidays is not gonna be holidays anymore. I still have to go to uni for group discussion, have to sit in front of my laptop doing my assignment, searching books at library for my research!

AM I A NERD?

NO! I know that I've chosen this course but that does not mean I've chosen this kind of lifestyle too! N one more thing, I dont wear NERD Glasses, kan? So I'm obviously not a nerd (referring to the FB quiz! Cis!) haha



Anyway, planning to have my shopping spree this coming Wednesday. After all, I really think shopping is the best way for me to release all my stress and tension *matila, CONFESSION OF A SHOPAHOLIC kaedahnye*

Need to get
1. Squash shoes
2. Walking shoes
3. lots of Shirts
4. Jeans
5. Winter jackets!

whoa! that's a lot!!! might be due to lots of stress :P

lastly, thanks for the postcards!!! :)

SundaySurprise

Ok now people,
ALL RISE!!!

Negaraku,
Tanah tumpahnya darahku,
Rakyat hidup bersatu dan maju,
Rahmat bahagia,
Tuhan kurniakan,
Raja kita,
Selamat bertakhta

Rahmat Bahagia,
Tuhan Kuniakan,
Raja kita,
Selamat Bertakhta

Negaraku, the compulsory song for us, Malaysian to know. From kindergarten, until high school. This song is the most popular song for our entire life!

Anyway, back to my story, this week gonna be the most hectic one (compared to the previous 4 weeks) since I came here. Lots of uni works! Like always, DESIGN is the main contributor for my stress level and followed by MANAGING STRESS & ANXIETY! Can u imagine that? A subject which is suppose to help us in managing our stress, has been one of the main stress contributor!

Ok. I'm just exaggerating. It is not suppose to sound like how you had imagined.

Cut the crap! How is wish I could go back to my hometown at this moment of time! Owh Airasia, since you have won the best Low Fare Airline in the World for this year, how about giving me an open return ticket Sydney-Malaysia? Come on Mr Tony Fernandez... That is just less than 0.001% of your profits last year. I promise, I'll promote your airlines for every post I do here. DEAL?



And PEOPLE! One more thing that I wanna tell you guys. Who says Malaysia is not beautiful? WHO? WHOOO??!! *takowwt korang nk mengaku!*
This would explains...

cantik kan?

One last thing, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK SHAHNAZ!!! Dengan ucapan,

"Maken tue dah nih!!! Bile nk kawen?? :P" *ops*

p/s: the best time for a new post is when u were busy doing your assignments!!! sundel kan?!

Model in the MAKING...

OO0oo people!!!

I have 5 sketch-models due by tomorrow and u know what,
I've only finished one and now, still doing my second model.


but that's not the main thing...


I called Faaris n told him that I was so miserable with my design.

" Aku rase, course nih kene ade 2 org yg amek.
So nnti bole aa yg sorang dok bg idea, sorang lg buat model"

" Alaaa.. relax aaa.. ko bole buat punyer..."

"Ok~~~~ *in a boring way*
Aku rase mcm malas dh nk buat. Nak balik M'sia lg best!"

tetibe nada Faaris berubah... terkejut jugak!
" Ko nih jangan pikir yg bukan2 bole tak?!!
Tak yah pikir ko nak balik,
tak yah pikir ko dok sorang2,
JANGAN BYK PIKIR BOLE TAK?!
KO NIH BYK SGT PIKIR TAU TAK!"

Aiyo. But seriously, that was real GOOD!
It opened up my eyes to see the clear picture of me!

THANKS A MILLION Faaris!!!
pelangi kemilau untuk anda *matila copypaste!*