Hilang

Setiap apa yang terjadi, sudah pasti ada hikmah mengiringi. Cuma kita sahaja yang perlu membuka mata, mencari apa yang tersirat disebalik apa yang telah tersurat. Mata ketiga, mungkin dapat membantu dalam usaha melolosi sempadan akal pemikiran. Yakinlah, bahawa kita ini sentiasa mendapat yang terbaik dari-Nya. Ubahlah cara kita melihat, kerana mata itu hanya mampu menganalisa luaran semata2. Gunakanlah hati berserta akal. Mereka mampu membimbing ke arah pemikiran positif, membentuk diri menyukai setiap yang diberi dan ingatlah, carilah yang terbaik dengan menterbalik.

Tidak mudah untuk senang. Banyak dugaan dan cabaran serta liku2 yang menyakitkan, harus kita tembusi. Berbekalkan azam dan semangat serta berkat daripada asal usul kita, kejayaan mampu menyelusuri laluan yang kita pilih untuk diterokai. Berusaha, berdoa dan bertawakal - kata kunci setiap pencapaian. Istiqamah dalam urusan, menjamin kehidupan yang pasti membahagiakan.

Keindahan itu suatu nikmat. Namun nikmat belum tentu untuk selamanya. Persiapkanlah diri untuk semua yang belum tentu terjadi. Jadilah seorang yang menguasai semua kerana semua itu adalah lebih baik daripada yang sedikit. Semua itu keseluruhan tetapi sedikit itu ada penyekatan. Pilihlah yang mudah kerana nikmat banyak di sana. Namun, janganlah bermudah2 kerana itu amat merugikan.

Usah memilih dalam berilmu kerana ilmu ada di mana2. Usah bersedih kerana berilmu kerana ia sebenarnya bermakna. Carilah ilmu dengan mereka yang beramal kerana mereka telah mendalaminya. Setiap mereka ada ilmunya, terpulanglah kepada kita untuk menyelidikinya. Janganlah kecil dikatakan bodoh, usah juga besar digelar bijak. Sebaiknya, berkenalanlah kerana itu kunci kepada semua.

Terima kasih daun keladi

Memang sesuatu yg di luar jangkaan. Kehadiran sekeping kad mampu mengubah penghabisan suatu hari... Terima kasih ikhlas dari sudut hati ini. Semoga ukhwah yg terjalin akan berkekalan buat selamanya... THANK YOU SOO MUCH!!!

Dan buat pengirim juga, terimalah kad yg tidaklah sehebat kad2 raya di Malaysia ini. Nak hantar pon dah tak sempat. Terbukti sudah, inilah tujuan utama diwujudkan internet, sentiasa membantu mempercepatkan perhubungan. Walaupun perasaannya tidak sama seperti menerima sekeping kad dari seorang posmen, namun percayalah, kehadirannya tetap diiringi niat murni, suci dan ikhlas. Salam Aidilfitri buat diri di sana. Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

YEZZZAA!!!

Pencarian bermula...

On your mark,
Get set,

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Tagged by Fatin Atiqah Abu Othman

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time : 1.21am
Name : Muhamad Hanafi Rahmat (i know it sounds sooooo gewd! :P thanks btw)
Sisters : 3
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : 9
Height : 165cm (aku pendek! hoho)
Where do you live : Kg. Bindu, Batu Pahat >>> saya orang kampung!

Have you ever Been on a plane : hmmm.. since i'm now in Downunder, i guess my answer gonna be YES.
Swam in the ocean :yup!
Fallen asleep at school : hehe.. I'm the KING esp during form 5 chem class...haihhh chem is sooo not my thing
Broken someone’s heart :hehehehe..maybe yes n maybe not..
Fell off your chair : i must be kidding if NO is my answer

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : hahaha..not recently
Saved e-mails :yes but in the end it would still gonna be deleted..dats just style
What is your room like : full with lots of thing esp my architecture stuffs!!! i need bigger room...

What’s right beside you :my bed
What is the last thing you ate :laksa johor for sahur! sedap sungguh laksa abg sam inney! nk lagi nk lagi!!!

Ever had Chicken pox : yes
Sore throat :yes.
Stitches : yes! mase form 1 -tangan kene spike mase long jump..cuak gile mase tuh!
Broken nose : alhamdulillah hidung ku masih cntik lagi..hehe tak penah
Do you Believe in love at first sight : hmmmm..hmmm..Yeee....ssssss...YES!
Like picnics : just ok.. would be better if it's only with the close ones
Who was were the last personYou danced with : hmmm..ME..was dancing in front of the mirror :P
Last made you smile : fatin yg suke mengomel!
You last yelled at : i dont yell at people
Today did you Talk to someone you like :many times
Kissed anyone : no
Get sick : sometimes
Talk to an ex : dont have any... saya bujang yg blom berpunya :P ngehngeh
Miss someone : yes yes yes! nak balik rumah
Who do you really hate: those who dont know me but pretending they know.
Do you like your hand-writing : yes
Are your toe nails painted : no
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : my parents n my adeks2...org laen mcm rase geli :P
What color shirt are you wearing now : green jumper
Are you a friendly person : hmmm..quite friendly but prefer to be alone
Do you have any pets : cats n ayams
Do you sleep with the TV on : hehe..kat rumah..but then akan off jgak
What are you doing right now : suppose to finish my construction assigment
Can you handle the truth : yes.

Are you closer to your mother or father : MAK
Do you eat healthy : yes
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : i'm still single till now
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : keep it to myself
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : quiet but would turn the other way round with those i'm familiar with
Are you confident : definitely!

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1) i was in standard 5? kan!?
2) love volleyball
3) merayap je hari2
4) maen guli + galah + kejar2 + policen3 etc
5)saya budak baik

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1) bring my family around the world
2) balik m'sia hari2
3) menabung menjamin masa depan
4) bukak restaurant
5) membantu mereka yg memerlukan (cheeewah!)

5 of my bad habits
1) malas
2) ego tinggi
3) suke membuang masa
4) jahat
5) kaco org

5 places I am living in
1) Kg Bindu
2) Ayer Keroh
3) Subang Jaya
4) Randwick
5) my imagination

5 people I tag
1) Rahimy
2) Ayu Ahmad
3) Munir
4) Syazeleen
5) IzzaIdaham

yes siap pon! panjang sungguh!!!

Harapan Ramadhan

Alhamdulillah.. Hari nih sudah masuk hari ke-11 aku berpuasa di bumi kangaroo ini dan ini merupakan entry pertama aku buat bulan yg mulia ini. Sesungguhnya, sudah pasti ada yang ingin aku kongsikan sehingga sanggup aku membuat satu post khas buat tatapan kita bersama.

Walaupon pada awalnya byk dugaan dan cabaran bersama2nya Ramadhan nih, syukur dgn pertolongan dari yg Esa, aku masih lg mampu mengharungi setiap dugaan yg mendatang.Terima kasih kepada rakan2 yg sanggup dan sudi berkongsi telinga mendengar setiap rintihan dan luahan hati yg pada ketikanya, pernah berada di tahap paling bawah, tidak mampu melawan dan hanya menanti saat untuk jatuh menyembam bumi. Tetapi, Alhamdulillah, pertolongan Allah itu sentiasa ada di mana2, hanya kita sahaja yg perlu menundukkan ego, merapatkan tangan memohon daripada-Nya.

SubhanAllah, maha suci Allah yg telah menjadikan setiap yg berlaku berserta dgn hikmah2nya. Aku dapat rasakan, Ramadhan kali ini mmg terlalu berbeza daripada yg sebelum2nya. Jiwa ku menjadi lebih sentimental dalam setiap yg aku lakukan. Ada sahaja yg akan menyentuh hati dan perasaanku secara tiba2. Rindu terhadap semua insan tersayang sentiasa mengiringi perjalanan kehidupan ku sehari2. Terima kasih kepada pencipta teknologi kerana sesungguhnya, terasa bersebelahan sahaja walaupon secara hakikat, beribu2 batu jarak pemisahnya.

Ramadhan ini juga seperti membuka semula segala noktah2 hitam yg meghantui masa silamku. Aku bukan malaikat, dan sebagai manusia, tentunya kesilapan itu menjadi suatu kemungkinan yang pasti. Alhamdulillah, kesedaran itu beransur2 meresap ke dalam hatiku yang aku yakin telah bertukar separa hitam, memberi pedoman untuk aku kembali semula ke jalan yang sepatutnya aku turuti sejak awal lagi. Syukran atas segala norma2 kesedaran dan ketaqwaan yang telah Engkau pinjamkan dan jadikanlah suatu pinjaman tetap buat akaun hidupku ya Allah.

Di sini juga aku ingin berkongsi akan kelebihannya menjadikan wanita bernama ibu itu sebagai sahabat kita yang paling rapat, umpama rapatnya terus ke hati. Dialah manusia yang dapat kita curahkan segala isi hati yang terpendam tanpa sebarang ragu2. Bahkan, segala kegusaran yang mengekori kita selama ini, digantikan terus dengan semangat tanpa sempadan untuk kita terus mengharungi kehidupan sehari2. Kekuatan yang ditunjukkan adalah sesuatu di luar jangkaan jika hendak dibandingkan dengan kudratnya yang lemah. Benar kata orang, ibu kitalah manusia yg paling memahami diri kita. Manakan tidak, dari kita sebesar darah, dialah yang sentiasa berada paling dekat dgn kita. Hargailah dan sayangilah ibu selagi mana pinjaman terhadapnya belum ditarik kembali. Sayang MAK.

Semoga, segala ibadah2 yang kita semua lakukan sepanjang bulan ini diterima oleh yang Esa dan berterusan buat keseluruhan kehidupan kita. Berdoalah kerana sesungguhnya doa itu senjata orang mukmin.

Meaningless friendship

A: weh, nape susah nk jadik kawan ko?
B: dats just my style
A: eh motif? ko hengat ko diva?
B: like duh!!! i'm super popular ok???!!~
A: wut eva.. btw, seryesly, nape susah to get along with u?
B: maksud ko?
A: nape org susah nk... hmmm.. be part of ur life circle..
B: owh, they need to pass several obstacles in order to be the one that i can trust...
A: KO nih seryes wat eva
B: laaa.. btol la.. ko nk aku jawab camne? haihh..
A: abes aku nih cmne?
B: ko rase?
A: aku MASUK kn? hehe
B: hehe

Dats always the thing to border us when it comes to friendship. sometimes, the one that we consider as our close friend, dont feel the same way as we do. And when the truth is revealed, it always causing pain which is hard to be cured and will permanently marking there for us to remember forever.We then tend to be very sceptical towards others, making them feel like a fool when the sign of friendship is shown by them. Are we suppose to be the one who get the blame?

In my opinion, we actually have the rights to do that. Looking from our perspective point of view, all of these are done so that the same bad incident wont happen again to us. We are just trying to be protective with our own feeling. It is something understandable since all of us know how important is our feeling to us. It is like the one which determines our life. The reason I said so is because, 'feeling' is how the human being reacted with their life. We always see people smile, cry, angry, afraid, etc. and these are all the examples on how the people feel for that moment of their life.

However, for those who are not in the same shoe as us, we are always being wrongly interpreted. The words selfish and ignorance always come into their mind and will lead to the bad perception towards us. This is due to the lack of interest shown by us in interacting and mingling around with them. The thought which always occur in their mind are we dont wanna be friend with them and certain standard need to be occupied before entering our circle of friends.

I have to agree with that but apart from that, bear in mind, it is only happen at the beginning of the friendship and the bond will be more intimate as the time flies. They just need to put a little bit more courage and determination in order to win our heart. Nevertheless, that is not always what is happen. The number of people succeeding until the finishing line can easily be counted by hand.

In this case, the other party is not the only one who feel unhappy but we ourselves would feel the same as well. In fact, sometimes we could be more emotional compared to them because the love as a friend has been built in our heart and we usually are those who fall into the sensitive type of group. At this point of time, the only thing to do if we really2 treasure the friendship is to go and confront the person by telling the truth. But, knowing us and the level of ego that we have, we will surely end up by looking at that person from far, enjoying life with the one which falls in his or her category of friends.........

Lelaki bunting

Alkisahnya, sedang saya tension menyiapkan lukisan design saya untuk dibentangkan dalam masa kurang 24 jam, saya telah membuka akaun friendster saya yang sudah lama terbiar. Mata saya tertumpu di ruangan buletin bagi memastikan adakah sebarang announcement yg berkaitan dengan diri saya. Dengan tidak semena-mena, tangan saya terclick pada satu artikel bertajuk 'Lelaki bunting'. Tajuknya sahaja sudah menyebabkan rasa ingin tahu saya semakin berkobar-kobar. Tanpa memikirkan assigment saya yg masih lagi tertunda berserta quiz 12% yg bakal menjelma pada jam 9pg nnt, saya gagahkan kudrat saya untuk membaca kisah yg tercatat di ruangan tersebut. Dan sesungguhnya, saya ingin berkongsi juga kisah tersebut buat tatapan dan pengajaran kita semua bersama. Ingatlah, di kala Ramadhan al-Mubarak ini, janganlah kita menjadi leka dengan godaan dunia semata-mata....

Seorang lelaki yang badannya gendut naik keretapi. Penumpang pada ketika itu sangat penuh maka lelaki gemuk itu terpaksa berdiri. Tiba2 die berasa ada yang menyonggolnya lalu lelaki itu pun melihat ke belakang. Ooo… ada seorang ibu hamil sedang berdiri. Melihat wanita hamil itu maka lelaki gemuk itu bertanya…

Lelaki Gemuk :Hai, akak bunting ya?

Ibu Hamil : Takdelah! Sudah tahu tanya lagi. (kata wanita itu yang kesal dengan cara lelaki tersebut bertanya).

Lelaki Gemuk : Isinya orang ya kak?

Ibu Hamil : Ya! (dengan nada bengang lalu dia pula bertanya), Encik pun bunting ya?

Lelaki Gemuk : Ya! Hahahahaaa!!!

Ibu Bunting : (kerana berasa jawapan lelaki itu tidak sopan, die pertanyaannya), Isinya orang ya?

Lelaki Gemuk : Bukan, isinya anak gajah! Hahahaa!!

Ibu Buting : (Terkejut, lalu ketawa juga, hahahaa)

Lelaki Gemuk :Laa kenapa akak ketawa?

Ibu Bunting : Oh isinya anak gajah ya, patutlah belalainya terkeluar. (sambil menunjuk seluar lelaki yang lupa dikancing)

Gembira? ya, saya gembira! hahahaha

Updates!!!

I just finished reading this book and i can say that it is one of my favorites! The story about a boy who suffered with ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder) since he was born but in the end, succeed as an outstanding book's writer! (eventhough this is his 1st one, the book has became the best selling author in Aussie and US). What captured my interest is the way his family, teachers, friends and he himself dealt with the problem in a positive way (not all the time though) and end up with such impressive result! by the age of 21, he has already finished this book and has became one famous authors at the age of 24!

Anyway, that's not really the reason for me to drop my pencil and start typing in here. The main thing is I just found out that I'm actually having the same problem as Ben Polis! (the book's writer). I THINK. But mine is still at the early state i guess. (hahaha.. i know some people might be LOL because this is totally opposite with what u can see). Most of the symptoms discussed either directly or indirectly relating with myself. The different is, I can differentiate what is right and what is wrong, unlike those who suffered severely with this disorder. And I can actually think about the consequences of any of my actions most of the time. (but NOT ALL THE TIME!!!)

before i proceed further, click here to know more about ADHD.

Sounds scary rite? haha. Well, if u dont really have any problem with me, u got nothing to afraid of. I'm still the same as before. BUT, if u see me with stern looking face, hardly to smile, been sarcastically pressured by my design tutor and LOTS of assigments which I've no idea how should it be done, I suggest that it is much appreciated if u try to avoid me rather than doing any sarcasm which can be wrongly interpreted by me. I'm just afraid that u cant accept whats gonna come out from me because it always million times better than any of ur sarcasms!!! (Be in mind, I'm the KING in this!!! ask my close friends for further details)

So people, since u guys have known my disability (hahaha), i really hope that u guys dont mind being treated sarcastically (this is how I react with the disorder. Dont worry, it wont cause any physical damage since I hate violence very much BUT it will surely and absolutely hurt your feeling!) if its happen that u guys were there when i'm explode! :P Thousand of apologizes deep from my heart.

Salam sayang dariku yg berpuase............


p/s: The idea about me as the ADHD person just came out after i finished reading the book. NO medical approval about it. So, it's up to u guys to believe it or not. ngegngehngeh
p/ss: the reason i chose the book is because the title and the price is just AUD2.00. hehe

Malam Gema Merdeka

p/s: I'll do the talking later..