mr hyde?

hear ye.. hear ye.. hear ye..
i'm turning into mr hyde! yep, its true..
my evil side is becoming broader and trying to control my whole-self!
i dont know why..
it seems like everything come out from me will surely hurting people
mentally not physically, but that's worst!
like millions of needles chucking a heart
can someone pls pls pls tell me what to do?
i dont want to spoil others' life
i dont want people to lose their self esteem
i dont want them to have a negative thoughts about their own life!
i know i'm good at such thing but why must it come out now??
it affecting those around me
and i dont want to lose any of them
eventhough i know that i will
but not through this way

pls pls pls?