Blessing

I woke up in the middle of the night to pay whatever I have owed. With the hope that I could get the old one that I had owned before. But it is not as easy as I thought. I need more practise!

I felt lost. Something is bordering me that I could not explain of what it is. I know I could ind the answer but it has to be done in a proper way. The problem is, I'm not in the proper direction at the moment. I need to look back, turn back and walk back, looking bAck to the old me and find what did I do tha makes me felt blessed.

I just want to be blessed...