what do u have to prepare if u wanna be an architecture student? the most important one is u really have to be brave and willing to accept any critics! yes yes and yes! that is sooooo important!!! i'm talking based on my experience which my ideas had been rejected for soooooooo many times, haha. yup, in front of the class!!! what did i feel? hehe... it was hard for the first time. i felt like i'm not gonna succeed as a uni student, moral down, then started to think that i'm here just to waste the government money! but luckily, i've friends who are so supportive, and always be there for me every time, happy or sad. ok,i'm too exaggerate! actually, it doesnt that bad, haha.. i'm still be able to laugh though. not the fake laugh, but the real one! the one like when u watch mr bean. have ever experience that? nope? too bad, u r just dont have such an interesting life!!
back to the topic.(with the same tone before i said i was exaggerate) helloo.. i'm not those who can be considered as fragile! just say whatever u wanna say about me, i dont give a damn about it! hmmm, i did give a damn, but not too much. and it's totally not gonna affect my emotion, decision, etc. wait a minute, hmmm.. it is actually really affecting the words come out of my mouth :p ehehe... at that particular time, i'm gonna be so mean, very very mean until u will start to think that u r not worth to live in this world! u will start to believe that u r the burden to every one! u r ugly, stinky, desperate and all those negative values! how cruel is that? haha. that was what i've been told by my friends, not anything that i created to make this entry more interesting. i will never tell lies! NEVER! :p *bole caye ke?* hehe
back to my archi story, usually, after my design had been rejected, it gives a new inspiration for me to start doing something more impressive and better than anyone else just to show that i can do better than them. then, i will start to work really hard for achieving my target and alhamdulillah, the end result were always very good :) that's really make me think that it is actually good to be rejected! haha..but what if u still keep being rejected? as an advice from me, just take it in a positive ways. dont ever think that u r always good. as a human, we are not perfect thus a lot of mistakes can be made. take it as a guidance to success. then, try to be nice with the tutor and ask him/her as many questions as u like. make it like u r not offended at all by the critics but instead, feel free to receive ideas or suggestions from the tutor. REMEMBER, SMILE!
anyway, i'm currently addicted to this series at youtube. like the ustaz very much! SEMPOI abes! u dun feel boring while watching it even though the medium use is something usually considered as bowwrrriinnggg by most of the people esp the teenagers. enjoy!~
p/s: this is just a small proportion from the whole series. u can check it at utube by typing in the title of the show,trimas...
